ill person. If we are open to the conversations, the individual
will indicate what he or she wishes to discuss. Sometimes
it may be the mundane conversations that characterize our
lives, whether it is gossip, or conversations about gardening,
home, sports or politics. Other times, the individual may
need to share fears or feelings.
When someone is ill, they begin to mourn all the losses
experienced in the course of an illness. It is not unusual for a
dying person to need to address their grief, or they may wish
to oer instructions for what should happen when they die.
ere is another thing we can talk about: one of our fears
as we face death is a sense that our life had value. We want
to know that our life counted, that it meant something to
someone, that we counted.
Reminiscence then, is a powerful tool. Together, we can
reminisce about the events witnessed, the accomplishments
achieved, the moments shared. is can be so meaningful.
In fact, there are tools such as Hospice Foundation of Amer-
ica’s Guide for Recalling and Telling Your Life Story that can
oer a structure for sharing such memories.
Many hospices may even oer opportunities to form a
moral legacy or moral will. Just as a legal will distributes a
person’s property aer death, a moral will allows individuals
to specify the values they wish others to carry, the lessons
they wish survivors to learn from their lives.
And of course, these conversations can be highly person-
al. We can talk to the dying person about how they touched
our life. We can share those special, private reminiscences,
those very personal memories. When my Dad was dying, I
told him about how much I appreciated, when I was a boy,
him coming home tired from work and still taking me to the
river, one of my favorite places, to watch the boats. I don’t
think he ever realized how signicant those moments were
to me.
Perhaps we need not wait to have those conversations.
at is the point. Talking to a dying relative or friend is
simply talking to someone we love—and someone who is
still alive.
Kenneth J. Doka, PhD, MDiv, is Senior Consultant to HFA
and a Professor of Gerontology at the College of New Rochelle
in New York.
“W
hen we decided it was time to seek hospice care for
Grandad,” Dave said, “I guess we thought it would
be the end of everything. He had already experienced a num-
ber of losses as his physical health and his mental condition
declined, and I think we assumed, almost unconsciously, that
his time in hospice would be short and the end would come
soon.”
“In a sense, we were right, because Grandad did experi-
ence some additional losses and challenges before he died,”
Kathy added. “But that wasn’t the whole story. At rst, the
care he received from the hospice team perked him up in
many ways. He seemed to have more energy, to be less bur-
dened by his disease, and to become once again the grandfa-
ther that we all knew and loved.
Grandad was admitted to a hospice inpatient facility, re-
ceived excellent care, and was able to come home for some
time. We almost couldn’t believe it when the hospice agreed
that Grandad could be discharged to his own home. ey
promised to follow him at home and to bring him back to the
inpatient facility whenever he was ready.”
Kenny admitted that there was a time when Grandad
hardly recognized him and when he found it very dicult
to visit. But when Grandad came back home under hospice
care, Kenny said he was a changed person and they were able
to have important conversations about issues that had stood
between them for many years.
Gwen agreed. “It was a precious time,” she said, “we could
tell each other about our mutual love. We even had a birth-
day party for him. And Grandad was so kind and gentle to
my children. It was almost as if in some ways he was caring
for us, rather than the other way around.”
Gwen was careful to add, “It is important not to paint
a rosy picture here. We all knew his death was near. We
couldn’t ignore the shadow that hung over us. Still, I cherish
these last opportunities we had to reengage with him and to
share treasured moments.
“Since Grandad’s death, I’ve been reading some of the re-
cent research about hospice care,” David said. “I was fascinat-
ed to learn about the evidence that this care can improve the
quality of, and could actually extend, the life of the patient
as well as provide opportunities for growth for all who are
involved. at was what we truly experienced. e care that
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